rainy ass motha' fucken day.
was supposed to go chelsy's house with babe & watch stairway to heaven.
.. but the weather got me lazy.
UGH don't feel good bout things now days
got alot on my mind.
and alot of thinking to do
i honestly think i'm ready for a new realtionship .. its just that i'm scared, to go through alllll the hurt & bull shit again.
THATS what i'm not ready for.
but, i know i have to move on.
no more thinking " what if .." anymore.
I'm done with the past, but hey who knows.
maybe the future holds something better for me :D
so i finally decided, i'm moving on.