sushi stealer!

yesterday was a good day, sober fun :D well for me and chels, hahahaa!
met up with adrian at pearls, then picked up maria, then picked up rachel.
went to perry park, the police comes by adrians car, " EXCUSE ME WHAT ARE YOU GUYS DOING HERE?! ARE YOU GUYS DRINKING?! "
and our response was " NO SIR, WERE MAKING KANDEE BRACELETS " hahahahahaha so stupid, besides the fact that we had bud in the car .. lol.
then the stupid litttle boys, can i have your number?! EXCUSE ME?! YOUR SO YOUNG! hahaha.
then left there, went to kakaako, rachel seen her hachi! she was goin crazy!
so we were talking to the guys who bought it from her.
talkkked stories, watched rachel adrian and maria get stoned, lightshows, gave out kande's haha idk so weird.
left, cause there were cops again! omg so erking.
went to geinki's.. ate, maria got caught for stealing plates.
SO SHAME TO THE WORLD. so me rachel and chels, left them, and went to the car, the security was looking for us, so we just fucken left.
omg i was so scared, haha.
then after, dropped everyone home, then talked stories with adrian outside my house for awhile.
i wanted to fucken cry, cause my story ;( haw .. i misssssssyou.

blog when i get home, gona watch dollar movies soon, okaybye.

i'm not gona

waste my time anymore.
i don't wanna talk to any guys for now, i just wana stay single, be happy, live life.
cause so far thats been going good for me :D i have more fun now.
i aint the that type of girl whos down for flings, i like being with a guy knowing that our relationship is worth it and it'll last.
i want someone commited, trustworthy, honest, all of the above<3

ANYWAYS, SOLAR SYSTEM FUCKEN FELT LIKE I WAS IN THE SOLAR SYSTEM IN A WHOLE DIFFERENT UNIVERSE! HOLYFUCKEN SHIT. hahahahahaa!
danced danced danced, techno techno techno, lightshows lightshows lightshows, vicks vicks vicks, the whole fucken night.
my nose, back, mouth, shoulders, and legs fucken hurt though ;( hmph.
that was my last rave and my last time yeah.. for awhile.
taking a break off of that lifestyle for now ;]
sober fun sounds goood, for now .. haha!
pictures from lasttttnight!

11:11

i fucken wish wish wish WISHH WISHHHH! my wish comes true.

:D

.. and again i blog so damn late that it doesnt show up on the right date .. yeh whatever.
today i stayed home most of the day, slept in till like 1 or something.
then showered, walked to chasitys house, dropped off money, then me and chas walked to chans.
the stupid bitch wasnt answering our phone calls, so we just went inside her house, and grabbed her money from her mom!
ahhhhomg! tomorrow! im so Xcited! :D but if my mom doesnt let me go .. i gon fucken cry! ;(
after, walked home, then chan came over, then jas
chillled for awhile, then walked back to chans house, kev them came after, hardstyled, then wenttt home.
hm .. im feelin some ice cream right bout now, chan left hers! gona eat her shit! ahah yay! fuckyou bitch!

happy birthday chasity!

mmmhm, well woke up to my damn phone ringinnn'
abby was calling, told me to get ready, and then she came to pick me up
got to pearls, met up with everyyyyone
and then ate at cpk for chas's birthday, ordered some alfredo thing! it was fucken goood! and then after, just walked around and whatever.
then nate picked up me and chas, went to waikele for fucken nonsense!
then to the airport to say bye to caelynnn!
then back to chas's house for a small bbq, then my sister picked me and chan up, then picked up chels, then went whereever.
met up with rocky and roanne them for awhile, and now i'm home.

REAL FUCKEN TALK, I MISS YOU SO FUCKEN MUCH.
i hate the fact you just fucken left me here, like i aint shit ..

<

woke up feelin'

SICK SICK SICK -_- eeewwwwwwoisehfnsokn!
my nose was all stuffed and my throat was dry and my body felt so damn warm!
my room was a fucken mess, didnt feel like cleaning till jas and chels woke up.
so when they diddd, we cleaned my room and then ate some foood.
waited around for awhile, till jas went home
then me and chels got readdddy, walked to the bus stop
i was getting so fucken sad! i was like omg so long time i never caught bus, and then my sister saved us :D
got dropped off to alas, and walked around.
bought a dressss for idk, hahaha nonsense but its cute.
then my sister picked us up again, then she took me home.
WHAT A WASTED DAY OF MY BREAK ;(

opening my eyes

to bigger and better things,
i need to stop dwelling in my past, and look forward to my future
TRYING SO DAMN HARD, to just forget about you
but i have no idea why i wont let myself, you got a hold on me, and i just cant seem to shake you offfff.

stressin' so much now days, and when i need you there the MOST, thats when you decide to leave me hanging..
i just hope this spring break takes a LOAD off my shoulders, and lets me relax, and just have fun for now.

.. trying hard to not let you get to me, but in the back of my mind.
your still the only damn thing i think about.

its a good thing that i think positive about every single problem in my life, if i didnt .. i proably wouldve broken down by now.
damn, im fucken proud of myself for being so strong

sushi lovers

ahah i love chelsy ridge rachel and adrian :D forever and a day
lastnight was crazzzy! went around everywhere! and just yeah! omg! hahahaha.
every 21 of the month were all gona get together and eat "dinner" again and eat our "sushi" hahahaha, wasabi me! lmfao inside jokes*
body fucken hurts right now though, my back is killin me and my legs! ;( thats the suckyy part about it, hmph.

well i'm at chelsys house right now, gona go shower soon, kbye.
OHBTW, after springbreak, cuttttting down on that shit FOREAL.
gotta get a hold of myself, snap back into reality and focus on it
hm but all i can say is .. lifes been good for me, besides vvv THAT.

.. and i'm guessing you want me to forget about you, and all our promises.
i knew that you wouldnt keep your word, i still am
you proably dont even know how hard i keep fallin, for you -_-

you keep gettin my hopes up, and then just leave me off wondering and waiting around. i told you, that i don't wanna be waiting around for nothing.
and sometimes i wonder if everything you ever said to me was true.

and i'm just letting you know now, i dont like my mind being fucked around with
ive had ENOUGH from all the other guys who put me through shit, im seriously tired of being hurt
so please dont tell me thats what your doing with me, if so, tell me and ill just completely leave you alone if thats what you want, cause it sure seems like it.

seriously cut the sweetalking, and tell me straight up what you want